ikin’s world

i’m feeling better now, bukan karena hr ini gajian tp krn hr ini aq rada "terkonsep" and target pribadi tercapai, and ada bbrp kejutan "manis". Biasanya pas pulang kerja aq bs ngerasain sendiri antara kata puas & tidak puas. Kalo pas pulang rasanya lega, itu artinya berjalan baek, tp sebaliknya kl pas plg rasanya ogah & langkah berat, itu tandanya there’s something not good happen ! And hr ini aq merasa "plong", gak kyk kmrn.

even it’s not kinda special day, but it’s quite nice day, generally …keep on rolling, ikin !

btw lagi macet ide nih he2

DANIEL POWTER

"Bad Day"

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

bad day ! bener2 kacau balau !!! itulah gambaran diriku hr ini, gak tau kenapa semuanya rasanya berantakan gak kayak biasanya yg meskipun ada bbrp masalah but still under control

tp hr ini kayaknya emang parah, tanpa konsep & semuanya mengalir tanpa hasil yg memuaskan. Untuk seorang perfeksionis spt aq ini berakibat uring2an dlm diri sendiri coz aq bs jd bete banget hanya karena diriku gak bs follow schedule or "rule" yang kubuat sendiri. and aq gak bs menguasai diri & keadaan, hey what’s happened to me ???

rite now, i’m really disappointed with myself, it’s bad actually to blame myself, but i’m sure i can be better in next move

i hope tomorrow is definetely better than today

FORGIVEN, NOT FORGOTTEN

By The Corrs

All alone, staring on
Watching the night go by
When the days are grey
And the nights are black
Different shades of mundane
And the one-eyed furry toy that lies upon the bed
Has often heard a cry
And heard her whisper out a name long forgiven
But not forgotten

You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re not forgotten

A bleeding heart torn apart
Left on an icy grave
In the room where they once lay
Face to face
Nothing could get in their way
But now the memories of the man are haunting her days
And the craving never fades
She’s still dreaming of a man long forgiven
But not forgotten

You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re not forgotten

Still alone, staring on
Wishing her life goodbye
As she goes searching for the man long forgiven
But not forgotten

You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re forgiven, not forgotten,
You’re not forgotten,
You’re not forgotten,
No, you’re not forgotten.

Forgiveness & happiness. 2 kata yang sebetulnya tidak harus bertautan, tapi akhir-akhir ini aq "bersinggungan" ama 2 kata ini secara bersamaan. Pengertiannya, manakala kita meminta maaf & accepted, otomatis kita bahagia. Or jika org lain minta maaf, dan diterima, dia tentunya juga merasa plong alias bahagia

Pertanyaannya : bagaimana kalo udah minta maaf tp gak diterima, dicuekin alias gak dimaafin ??? Tiap orang tentunya pernah ngalamin yg kayak gini. Kayaknya sekuat apapun usaha kita meminta maaf & meyakinkan org itu, tp kalo mata hati udah ditutup ya cuman ada 1 kesimpulan : TIADA MAAF BAGIMU

Kalo buat aku sih, asal aq udah berinisiatif minta maaf sih terpulang pd orangnya aja. There’s no mistake that can’t be forgotten & forgiven. Kadang2 butuh waktu, tp kalo udah lewat dr limit & batasan ya biarin aja deh, gak usah dipikirin lagi, ntar malah kita punya pikiran macem2 kan ?

Mending duluan minta maaf drpd nunggu2 gak karuan gitu, iya kalo org itu cepet nyadar, lha kalo gak ? kita jd keki sendiri kan … Tapi emang kita belum afdhol kalo belum ngerasain indahnya kata maaf ………….

Get inspired and lift your spirits with these positive quotations that will surely stimulate your soul and perhaps motivate your mind… 

"No bird soars too high if he soars on his own wings."
– William Blake

·  "Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars."
– Les Brown

·  "Genius is 99 percent perspiration and 1 percent inspiration."
– Thomas Edison

·  "Everything that is really great and inspiring is created by the individual who can labour in freedom."
– Albert Einstein

·  "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within."
–Ralph Waldo Emerson

·  "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
– Ralph Waldo Emerson

·  "Act as though what you do makes a difference. It does."
– William James

·  "The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing that you will make one."
– Ellen Hubbard

·  "One can make a day of any size, and regulate the rising and the setting of his own sun and the brightness of its shining."
– John Muir

·  "It is impossible to win the great prizes of life without running risks."
– Theodore Roosevelt

·  "Never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."
– Harriet Beecher Stowe

·  "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams, Live the life you’ve imagined."
– Henry David Thoreau

·  "If your ship doesn’t come in, swim out to it!"
– Jonathan Winters

·  "What does not kill me makes me stronger. "
– JohannWolfgang von Goethe

·  "We all have ability. The difference is how we use it." –
Stevie Wonder

Capeek deeeh (menirukan bintang2 xtravaganza), hr ini aq bener2 ngerasain yg namanya kecapekan …. Pagi dah masuk telat, pdhl hr ini ada meeting ama HO ku. Yah awal hr yang kurang menyenangkan sebetulnya, and terbukti seharian rasanya kaga konsen, kerja bolak-balik & kagak bisa konsentrasi spt biasanya

Padahal aq udah terbiasa ama yg namanya kerja cepat & full konsentrasi. Serta aq biasanya kan mobile & superaktif banget, kaga bisa diem. Tapi gak tau hari ini kayaknya koq amburadul banget, tak terkonsep sama sekali, serasa robot tanpa bahasa program yg matang … jadinya ya gitu deh …

Alhasil, aku lembur deh terpaksa (after long time !), bener2 aib rasanya pulang malem lagi, padahal aq udah bertekad tdk akan plg malem lagi, selain memforsir diri juga aq jd gak punya wkt untuk kehidupan sosial & diriku sendiri .. hiks menyedihkan

I need to do something. Jangan sampe momen yg selama ini kurintis jd terputus begitu saja. I have to keep this still on the track … Move on, IKIN !!!

here’s the link

http://www.kapanlagi.com/a/0000003553.html

Complain ! Satu kata yang mungkin males kita denger coz artinya bisa jd negatif walaupun bisa jadi dianggap semacam kritik or saran. And hari ini aq rasanya jengah ama satu bentuk "complain" dr salah satu temen via email. Mungkin sebetulnya maksudnya gak kayak gitu, tp entah karena suasana or cara penyampaiannya yg rada gak "ngenakin" jd ya aq nanggepin dgn agak tersinggung & "sedikit" emosi

Bisa jadi apa yang kita anggap baek & kita berharap bikin org lain seneng tuh pd kenyataannya malah bikin org itu merasa terganggu or merasa "annoying", lagi2 balik ke soal bagaimana kita menyelami (berbau laut bangettt  seeh ..) & menerka isi pikiran org lain (kayak peramal aja) …

Whatever itu meski ada sedikit "penyesalan" barusan, namun dgn kejadian ini kuharap aq jd lebih "peka" & lebih introspeksi bener gak apa yg selama ini kuharapkan tuh beneran dirasain ama org, bukan malah sebaliknya kan ?

Allah kadang memberikan 1 kejadian kecil untuk "menyadarkan" kita akan efek yg lebih luas, tentunya jika kita ‘aware" akan itu ….

11 Perilaku yang Bikin Kita Berpotensi Jadi "Public Enemy"

1. Ngangkat telepon dan langsung ngomong, "Siapa, nih?"

2. Ngomong sama orang yang lebih tua dan belum kita kenal baik tanpa menyebut dia dengan sebutan semacam Mbak atau Mas.

3. Mengirim SMS ke orang yang belum terlalu kita kenal dengan kalimat akhir bertuliskan, "Bales!" atau "Blz!"

4. Enggak pamit sama orangtua sebelum keluar rumah.

5. Lupa ngomong "Terima kasih", pada orang yang sudah kita minta tolong.

6. Asyik ngobrol di tengah jalan atau pintu dan menghalangi orang lain yang hendak lewat.

7. Memotong omongan orang lain.

8. Minta tolong ke orang lain tanpa mengucapkan kata, "Tolong".

9. Asyik ngobrol dengan orang lain lewat telepon, sementara ada orang lain di depan kita yang ingin berbicara dengan kita.

10. Menjawab pertanyaan orang yang lagi ngajak ngobrol tapi kita tetap mengenakan earphone yang sedang memutar lagu.

11. Lupa minta maaf saat enggak sengaja nubruk seseorang di keramaian.

Sumber: Kompas